An interview

… art of introspection …

… how do you look at yourself? … what grammar is there for that, besides Freud?

Proust: the best company you could ever have…

He doesn’t tell you anything you didn’t already know – … you rediscover something you already knew… never quite formulated, never grasped

Proust and teenage boys (reading him)… – after all, it’s about them!

Aciman, on Proust


Listening to Andre Aciman being interviewed by Christopher Lydon – on his novel Call Me By Your Name now famous because of the movie, the way he intended to capture how two people fall in love with inhibitions, how time passes, ebbing slowly, the way reticence and expectation play a central role – was a magnificent way to spend the past hour. In the interview, Aciman slowly describes way his own growing up in Alexandria in a family that was so similar to Elio’s parents, to their openness and support, their careful permissiveness – the way he is trying to provide a sense of how our own knowledge of ourselves unfolds at moments when we go from nothingness to absolute obsession with another person.

He mentions something that is intriguing: he ended up writing a story about the love of two men, one of them 17 years old, the other one 24 – and perhaps this gay perspective happened to give the novel a sort of internal timing that would have been very different had it been a story between a 17 year-old boy and a 24-year old woman (Aciman says he himself as a teenager had many girlfriends who were much older than he was – he seems to have very fond memories of his own infatuation for much older women – he says “it was just perfect” and he certainly communicates a longing many of us may relate to). However, the sort of reticence, of slow unfolding, of inhibition, that seems so crucial in the novel (and is so beautifully captured in the movie) was probably more natural because of being a love story between two men.

There is also the age question – Aciman says “look, I never think about such things; as a 14-year old I was in love with women in their 20s”. In the movie the difference in age is there, but also a fundamental respect of the differences of age. The 24-year old student, much more experienced in life than the 17-year old Elio, responds extremely carefully to his infatuation.

Alexandria (and formerly Istanbul) figures in the background. His father’s attitude, his boldness and at the same time his carefulness in dealing with people, the openness and fluidity of the general sexual conduct in that city – all that is an essential part of Aciman’s background, of his sophistication and attention to human variations.

I particularly appreciate Aciman’s reluctance to allow other people to label him, to classify him as “L”, “G”, “B”, “T”, “S” or whatever. He describes how in many ways people seem now to be rediscovering something that was already there all the way along, in places like the Alexandria of his early youth before exile, in families like his: he says the labelling is just “not enough” for him, for his novel. He calls upon the richness, the incredible variety of our human experience, and how our time has the paradox that people are on the one hand very open about their sexuality and at the same time brutally constraining – allowing the world to divide them in what in the realm of food would be pescatorians, vegans, etc. – losing so much in the process.

The interview lands a few times on Aciman’s loving description of his own father, whose boldness combined with extreme tactfulness inspires the father figure in the movie. His father’s attention to the shape of an ankle or a shoe of a woman passing by on the street, his incredibly sensitive approach to life.

Few interviews manage this sort of empathy between the subject matter, the writer being interviewed and the general tone.

Another intriguing point: Aciman describes how he was stuck for a summer in New York wanting to be in Italy, stuck writing another novel – when he imagined the house, the place – and somehow himself being there and also arriving to the house. Both Elio and the American visitor Oliver seem to be reflections of Aciman’s own persona. In this sense the game of reflections of love between a man and … himself – himself through a different lens, at a different time seems to explain part of Aciman’s own taking up writing the novel, and then the urgency of the writing (apparently it only took him three months or so to finish!).

Here, some pictures of today’s afternoon in Chía – rain, the neighbor’s dog Amapola, the curtain.

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notas para una conversación

Hace dos años, en agosto de 2015, la Academia Colombiana de Ciencias Exactas, Físicas y Naturales organizó un Festschrift en honor a mi padre, José Luis Villaveces. El gestor de ese homenaje fue el profesor Luis Carlos Arboleda, de la Universidad del Valle.

Durante el evento hubo varias charlas sobre muchos temas que tuvieron que ver con la trayectoria de mi padre. Luis Carlos me pidió que hablara en el evento – algo en realidad muy difícil pues quería evitar el tono demasiado familiar, quería decir algo concreto para él, y a la vez hacerlo desde el punto de vista de alguien cercano. Difícil balance. Decidí (después de considerar muchas posibilidades) escribir sobre un diálogo (¿posible? ¿imposible? ¿iniciado ya?) entre su disciplina y la mía, entre la química teórica y la teoría de modelos. Y (en un apéndice del artículo) agregar una referencia a ciertas conversaciones ya muy antiguas, de mediados de la década de 1980, cuando yo estaba terminando mi etapa de colegio y luego estudiando matemáticas, pero aún vivía en casa con mis padres – decidí evocar esas conversaciones dado que ahí está el embrión de muchos de los temas que evolucionarían hacia los temas del artículo.

 

El tema no es fácil. Hay antecedentes interesantes en la teoría de modelos de la física cuántica, un tema en pleno desarrollo en el que he podido trabajar un poco, pero hay preguntas primordiales en química teórica que tienen un sabor claramente modelo-teórico (en sentido amplio) y no han sido abordadas, estudiadas, en otros lugares hasta ahora.

Este es el artículo mío para el Festschrift: ¿Hacia una teoría de modelos de la química?

El volumen del Festschrift apareció publicado hace un par de semanas:

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